What's the point to this life?

So lately I’ve been asking myself… what’s the point? What’s the point of working at a job that is a lot of stress? What’s the point of even attempting at a career when I could easily get a low paying job that I wouldn’t have to care about (if you know me at all you know that I wouldn’t be content with a low paying, responsibility-free job)? I’ve been wondering about the point of life for awhile now, but the stress of student teaching has really made me wonder what do I want most from life?

After a little bit of thought I can honestly say I want a family first and foremost out of life. However, I don’t think I could handle the stress of bringing children into this world without insurance and financial stability. How do you do it otherwise? Since Chris doesn’t have a career yet and I’m at the beginning of my own journey, the idea of having a family will have to be put on hold for a couple of years right??? Unfortunately I have strategically placed these pictures of Chris and I on the wall at eye level by my computer… smart huh? Now all I see are our cute faces smiling back at us and I wonder when is our day for a family going to come?